This is a daywith a full of fire in
my heart, my brain, my hand, and full of part of body. I do not want
dislike someone because if I dislike someone it is mean that I will be
the person who are full with flaws in my heart, and maybe I am going to
the hell. Hell of God. I do not want this. That's why I try to delete it
from my heart. Anger and jealous are kind of the bad behaviour in
deepest of mind and heart. My soul will be full of starches. I do not
want this. So, this is time I write to my blog, in order I can manage my
feeling now. Yet, It is not easy to forget something.
First,
they take my game, but it is ok. it is their turn. Then, I wanna play,
they said that I will make our team lost. This is only game, guys? Why
you are so serious. Then, they did not give a chance for other players
play, because they wanna monopoly the field of game. They then only take
my other friend to play, not me. Whereas I was in front of them,. They
did not look at me at all. I do not understand why they do this.I wanna
play the game. I woke up early in the morning, then I came to the field
when nobody had not came yet. Then, they still wanna stole my game.
Addition, they said my fault to the audiences in the game. They said
that I "did" it to their boss, actually, I just wanted to call them,
cherish them by said something and 'DID' something like that. I was
ashamed at that time, why everything I did is false in their eyes.
This
is only game, guys. Again I say, this is just a game for fun who
everyone is given an opportunity to play it together, not only you,
guys.OK FIne, Now listen HERWIN KURNIAWATI, they only make jokes with
you! Not for the real one. They maybe hate you or they are maybe jealous
with you, but please keep in your mind, that they only play with jokes
that maybe you do not like. Probably, they wanna test you whether you
are easy to get mad or not, or you just make it like a wind that blow
easily.
They
teach you hard, Herwin in order you are getting stronger now and later
on. Keep spirit!!! Herwin, then You ang them can play together without
any truoble in front of you all.
I promise to myself now, and ALLAH, please listen my du'a now, This is a promise that I always put in front of my eyes, and I hang it in front of my forehead. I will be back to this regency after I had a master in other places as an International Student. I promise it. I will never come back if I had not get a master from that university. BISMILLAHIROHMANIROHIM... Allah will surely help me to fulfill my promise.. :D
I promise to myself now, and ALLAH, please listen my du'a now, This is a promise that I always put in front of my eyes, and I hang it in front of my forehead. I will be back to this regency after I had a master in other places as an International Student. I promise it. I will never come back if I had not get a master from that university. BISMILLAHIROHMANIROHIM... Allah will surely help me to fulfill my promise.. :D
CHERSIH YOUR friends with your SMILE!!!
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