Turn 'duty' to 'help'

Happy New Year for Everyone. Yeah we comes up with 2015, the odd year, hoping not freaky year. AMIN. Talking about a new life. Now on I have been becoming as an employee who will follow all the directions from 'above'. Sometimes I feel that it is okey if I just listen first before questoning something. Yet, till I know, I am a human being only that dunno nothing for the first time and the thing we do it just seeing, then asking many questions. 

One of the learning method is by looking, oberserving something new that undergoing in front of our eyes. By looking someone will come to do actions, we observe then do it. While observing, a numerous questions blow above our head even our brain can not accomodate. Please remember that God created us with a box filled by knowledges, feeling, pictures, voice, and so on. That's why we always ask, ask , and ask. At least, that happen inone of my life step now. 

A daya there is one needs help in the office, what we will do is trying to help him or her.  However, why I perceive that people here are not sincere to help me or others. Helping is not the kind of duty. First, let me describe what is the differences between duty or obligation that we have to do to complete our job and helping someone in a job sequences. In my oppinion, the difference is on the way we feel both. Duty is as like as we are carried out our job. I complete my work as if I can be shot by our boss when I can not fulfill my duty. We feel that is our 'duty'. I do not think other thing beside my job. Everyone here has own duty and jobs, so do it by yourself. Then I remeber, if we change this kind of feeling, I mean turning the word 'duty' to 'help' we will be feel so satisfied towards ourselves. We are really pleased when can help someone to fulfill their job and the form of 'helping' is parts of our duty. Why people here can not feel such kind of the thing. They think that it will be enough my work with feeling is only ' fulfliing or completing' their own projects. What kind of the form of this world, oh no, kind of work atmosphere.

I am feeling gulity when I fail to help someone, perceive a mad when I forget to say thank you for me who have helped me. It means I am dissapointing myself.

I will continue my ideas in other time. Now it is time for Ashar prayer. See u